It’s been a cool sixteen days, most of it more memorable than my previous days at school.
It’s been quite tiring i have to say, and a lot of my listening of my personal development products often result in my dozing off halfway so they appear much shorter than they really are. That’s fine though, because i don’t need to be consciously aware for most of them. Still, i feel i’d like to have more free time for myself.
Yesterday night i had a fascinating 30 minute+ lucid dream. It felt like it lasted really long but i didn’t went to experiment with all the cool things. The sense that i’m completely immune to trouble and could go around doing whatever i liked was there though so i spent a lot of my time doing naughty things and practising becoming invisible. I liked how long it was, but next time i ought to have more control in the dream
Training today was better. I was quicker and more composed when i had the ball and kept it a lot more than in previous trainings. I gained the confidence to burst forward too, which i didn’t have previously. I also noticed a lot more new areas to improve on, ontop of the ones i’m already aware. And after training i felt a burst of happiness that was similar to the euphoric feeling i had during campfire but not as strong.
Right now i’m thinking of how to make more time for myself
First, i’m going to have to put learning new stuff during the weekends.
Second, i’m going to have to find quiet places to listen to some of the audios
Third, i’m going to use photoreading but i better get a better feel of it by going through it again
Fourth, i need to use my “loose change time” more efficiently, meaning times where you don’t really do anything productive.
Okay, i’ll jot down more ideas when they come to me.
Now onto the 30 day trials, its been going pretty well, the meditation is becoming a lot easier now because i find i get get into a flow state and it seems more like 10 minutes than 30 minutes. An annoying thing about this is that i have to remind myself that a lot of the really cool things take a lot of time before significant results really come.
